Real Time: Thursday, 31st January 2019, 10:50 am.
I genuinely used to wake up late on purpose and reason being that I’m making up for all the days that I had to wake up early for work. I used to hate waking up early, I hated it, so much.
It’s my last day of leave today, I’ve been able to wake up very early to make sure that I have a long and productive day, it’s been an amazing 13 days, I did exactly what I said I was going to do… pray, read, write, eat healthy, exercise, meditate… I am oh so refreshed and rejuvenated.
I was just with my sister in law, she mentioned how January was not such a bad month, actually, it wasn’t bad at all. To come to think of it, yeah it wasn’t bad, it was an awesome month. State of mind is something very important. I was not going to dwell and participate on how broke one gets in January, I made plans, movable and tangible plans to keep going & within a blink of an eye, tomorrow is a new month! Ask yourself, “what did I do, what did I learn, was it a fruitful month? maybe I can do better and pick up next month”.
Going to a meeting later on in the day to make final decisions and make my website a reality. Now listen, last night I dreamed about having to find out that I’m pregnant, I had the pregnancy test in my hands, I couldn’t believe the 2 lines that were right in front of my eyes but at the same time took it as good news. It got so weird because in the same dream I dreamed I went to bed, slept then woke up in the morning and I was still pregnant, I realized that I cannot run away from this because I am indeed pregnant. When I woke up for REAL in the morning, you can imagine how confused I was. But I quickly regained my full consciousness to know that it was just a dream and I am not pregnant.
I google just about anything and everything. I rushed for my phone for any solid and sensical interpretation of my weird dream and it says; Pregnancy dreams symbolize an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. Being pregnant in your dream may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal. For those who are actually pregnant, then the dreams are more about anxieties of the pregnancy.
This interpretation for me sealed the deal. God hectically communicates with me through dreams, since I was very young.
I can tell you now that I wasn’t this person a month ago. The adjustment in one’s habits, choosing to let go of what I was used to and trying things that I never really enjoyed doing-waking up in the morning, there is no such thing as “not a morning person”, you’ve created that in your mind to believe that “I am not a morning person”, what does that even mean?
Reflecting and reflection propelled me into refocusing.
“So what do we do? Anything. Something. So long as we just don’t sit there. If we screw it up, start over. Try something else. If we wait until we’ve satisfied all the uncertainties, it may be too late.”- Lee Iacocca
“If you’re tired of starting over, then you need to learn to stick through and overcome difficult things instead of running away from them.”- Jeanette Coron